We arrive at the section in the Torah where we read about Noah. He is a complicated character. Yet, he is a perfect figure to consider at this time. Beloved by some, he is said to be “righteous in his generation.” Many commentators say because he does not fight for other people to he saved in the flood besides his own family, he is only considered righteous in comparison to his generation. He is not righteous on his own like Abraham who bargains with God for people’s lives in the soon-to-be-destoryed Sodom and Gomorrah.
Who are you in the “side” of? who do you feel protection for, and can we expand our hearts and minds to include more innocent people in the world?
In this complicated time, I wrote a poem where the prompt was “Who is your community?”
My Community Now by Emily Stern
I first assumed it was only going to be Jews
But a Christian woman I knew for a short while just made me cry with a message on Facebook.
She wrote, “How are you doing? I know how sensitive your heart is”
Long letters of support came in from the congregants and leaders of the church our shul shares space with.
My best friend from college who remarked to me once that she doesn’t know why people care so much about the Holocaust when there is so much genocide going on in the world, sent me heart emojis when I told her I was not ok.
My heart is broken.
my heart is widening
My soul is softening
We cry for innocent lives taken and lost.
And care is touching me
As I mourn so deeply
For our whole world:
Which I hope, one day, will be a community.
Amen, selah- to each of our prayers whatever they are. We all have a right and need to feel what we feel, and be heard for where we are. Let me know if you need support at this time. We can set up a zoom for a spiritual direction session should you need one.
In faith,
Emily Stern
Mashpia, Jewish Spiritual Director
