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October 1, 2013

Living in the Present

By Lance Wright

Living in the present can be so difficult at times with all the history and experiences of our past undergirding how we view life, both today in our current reality, and with regards to our future and the possibility it holds.

How often do we recognize what we really bring to the table daily? I for one can recognize little prejudices or judgments, which crop up towards others based on past similar experiences or fears and anxiety when confronted with situations that I have failed at before. Often my first inclination is to shrink away from opportunity rather than meet the challenge. Thank God for many years of recovery and learning not to always listen to my first thought or inclination. I have many more friends as a result and I am much more at peace inwardly. And having more success in life!

I recently spent some time reflecting on why I was feeling so frustrated lately. I felt like I have been treading water and not getting anywhere. I have many things going on in my life towards a better future and yet I was uncomfortable. I spent time with mentors and after much dialogue found that my focus was so engrossed in the future, I was taking for granted everything I had right here right now. I had become overwhelmingly caught up in the outcome and frustrated with the process of getting there.  In short, I wasn’t living in the present!

This week I hope to reflect on what I have and be grateful. There are so many blessings in my life that I often miss because I am not present in the moment. A friend of mine from Indonesia once said, “God is not in the past or the future, God is in the present.” May we find time to spend with God in the present this week, and be grateful for what we have. Peace

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Shutdown may affect Jewish social services

Congress’ failure to authorize discretionary spending for the new fiscal year won’t only impact about 800,000 federal workers or the Americans looking to visit national parks. It may also affect local Jewish social service organizations that rely in part on federal funding. 

That, too, though, is uncertain.

“We don’t know what is going to happen,” Paul Castro, CEO of Jewish Family Service of Los Angeles (JFS), said just hours after the shutdown began. “We spent the morning trying to communicate with our funders to find out what they know.”

The funders Castro spoke with are the state and local government entities that JFS relies upon to provide some services such as meals and transportation programs for seniors. Castro said that if these entities requested funds from the federal government before Oct. 1 — the day the shutdown took effect — some of JFS’ at-risk programs could run for a few more weeks without interruption. Ultimately, though, JFS won’t know for at least a few days exactly how this will play out if Congress doesn’t reach an agreement quickly.

JFS’ annual budget is $30 million, and $5.55 million of that comes — directly and indirectly — from the federal government.

Jay Sanderson, president and CEO of The Jewish Federation of Greater Los Angeles, echoed Castro’s concerns. 

“With the shutdown, the cash flows of our most important social service agencies are at risk,” he said. “If this goes on for an extended period of time, it will definitely impact our social service agencies.”

As for Jewish Vocational Services, whose goal is to help people overcome barriers to employment, it issued a public statement that “programs and services remain fully operational with regularly scheduled hours.”

The last time Democrats and Republicans could not agree on a spending resolution to fund parts of the federal government was over the budget for the 1996 fiscal year, when President Bill Clinton and a Republican Congress clashed over spending levels, largely over Medicare, shutting down parts of the government for 26 days.

This time around, the issue preventing an agreement is again a major health care initiative, the Affordable Care Act (ACA), President Barack Obama’s signature piece of legislation that was passed in 2010.

Republicans in the House of Representatives are attempting to tie any new spending bill to a one-year delay for parts of the bill and a requirement that Congressional members and their staffers must purchase insurance on the ACA’s new health insurance exchanges, which opened on Oct. 1

Despite the shutdown, much of the federal government will continue to operate as normal, including programs like Social Security, Medicare, Medicaid and the military.

Even if Congress reaches an agreement in the coming days or weeks, Castro is concerned about a future potential conflict that could again pose funding problems for local Jewish agencies. Before Oct. 17, when the federal government is predicted to eclipse the “debt ceiling” (the level of debt Congress has authorized the government to accumulate), Democrats and Republicans will either have to raise the debt ceiling or risk many spending promises not being fulfilled.

“Even in resolution we know that is only going to be for a few weeks,” Castro said. 

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‘Breaking Bad’ finale: Baby blue drugs, baby blue hugs

As promised, digesting the conclusion of this epic tale took a while.

Like many other millions, I became addicted to the death grips on my stomach rarely, if ever, felt from a television series. As the passing weeks drew the finale closer and closer, a new level of scorching inevitables was reached. Yet with each painful plot twist of the knife came a deeper appreciation for the art. The show surpassed novel status; analyses broke new heights of intensity with each episode. The Monday morning recap roundup became more an act of duty than of leisure.

Breaking Bad introduced a world where things got messy, experiments failed and variables unaccounted for meant catastrophic consequences. A slight miscalculation could mean a batch with lower purity levels or it could mean Jesse’s next trip to the hospital. Morality and any other human element had no place in this laboratory.  It was refreshingly unapologetic to watch the whole equate the sum of its parts at all costs. This gave rise to an ugly place with uglier people. A place where an 8-year-old is shot dead in broad daylight because he risked contaminating a methylamine beaker. A place where a middle-aged scientist – a father – could watch a young girl choke to death on her own vomit and not move a muscle because her extraction was necessary for optimal results. 

Popular opinion wavered from sympathy to respect and disdain to repulsion from character to character, but the more wretched things got and the more betrayed we felt, maneuvering through the moral muck became a more engrained, sacred exercise.

This was reality, objectified.  It was merciless and cruel, accountable to no one except scientific correctness. This world didn’t allow its purity to be jeopardized by outside factors as unreliable and fleeting as human response, or human emotion to a response. It was untarnished, steadfast and proud. It was controlled chaos.

It was beautiful.

The finale put a halt to these sensations in more ways than one. We were left with nothing to talk about – no conjectures, no pointed fingers, no Holly hypotheses – only silence. After so much time and even more jaw drops, how could the loose ends be tied this neatly? So many wrongs righted?

A handful of people say they weren’t so neatly tied and that the ending, though fair, was far from happy. Walt is dead. Hank is dead. Mike is dead. Gomie is dead. A former Walt Jr., now full-time Flynn, is very p-p-p-pissed off. Skyler’s relationship with her sister is beyond repair. Marie, noticeably devoid of purple in the final episodes, won’t be doing so hot any time soon. Saul will require professional counseling any time he sees a flip phone. And as for Jesse, he’ll enjoy his next good-night’s sleep whenever the nightmares of dearly departed girlfriends and poisoned Brocks and murderous paternal figures subside.

Another handful of people praise the finale because it allowed our masterful anti-hero to accomplish his end goal without sacrificing the sanctity of an unwavering storyline. No cut corners, ” target=”_blank”>Need for Speed himself into the sunset?

The universe Vince Gilligan and his team slaved so meticulously to create, one that celebrated the unbiased beauty of a zero-sum policy, granted what felt like a free pass. The universe allowed the detail-obsessed egotist with situational values and a 30-year Gray chip on his shoulder the legendary status he so longed for. As Michael Cain’s famed quotable from The Dark Knight goes, “Some men just want to watch the world burn.” Walter White didn’t much care whether the world burned or not, so long as people knew he was the man controlling the flame. This was the code he lived by through these five seasons – it drove his every move. And anyone who stood to threaten otherwise caught the first plane to Belize. He even saw Jesse as a creation of his own making, and a father watching his son fail in any capacity is viewed as a failure, also of his own making. Not to discredit the compassion he had for Jesse, it was real and it was honest. But it was not selfless. When sticking his neck out for himself went hand-in-hand with sticking his neck out for Jesse, he didn’t hesitate. But the opposite was true as well.

My disappointment is rooted largely in a sense of familiarity that I hadn’t felt until the finale, and hadn’t missed. Walt would not blow away like grains of sand across Albuquerque deserts to the forgotten song of his hubris, Ozymandius style. Walt was victorious, something protagonists do best. His grand experiment yielded the desired results at long last, and the sweet whispers of Badfinger ‘Breaking Bad’ finale: Baby blue drugs, baby blue hugs Read More »

We should shut down the hysterics

“It’s as dangerous as the break-up of the Union before the Civil War!”

That hysterical response to the government “shutdown” is not from a rabble-rousing blogger overdosing on Red Bull, it’s from Democratic Senator Tom Harkin (Iowa).

He’s not alone. I’ve rarely seen such a feeding frenzy of hysterical commentators jumping on Republicans for “shutting the government down.”

Look, if Republicans were immature and irresponsible for igniting this “shutdown” in the first place, then their hysterical critics are no less immature and irresponsible.

You can call this latest episode of governmental shrinkage stupid, idiotic or simply partisan politics, but if you respect the English language, you won’t call it a “shutdown.”

I’m not saying I’m happy that so many governmental workers will have their salaries be “furloughed,” although that is certainly better than having their salaries be terminated– as has happened to millions of employees in the private sector.

What I’m saying is that we would improve the national conversation if, before jumping to hysterical conclusions, we would calm down and look at the facts of this “shutdown.”

[Rob Eshman: The Shutdown]

Let me quote at length from a report by former Justice Department lawyer Hans A. Spakovsky in National Review Online (NRO):

“The truth from the experience of prior shutdowns, applicable federal laws, Justice Department legal opinions, and Office of Management and Budget (OMB) directives, is that crucial government services and benefits would continue without interruption even if Congress fails to agree on a continuing resolution (CR) or President Obama vetoes it.

“That includes all services essential for national security and public safety — such as the military and law enforcement — as well as mandatory government payments such as Social Security and veterans’ benefits.

“In fact, as the Justice Department said in a legal opinion in 1995, ‘the federal government will not be truly shut down . . . because Congress has itself provided that some activities of Government should continue.’ Any claim that not passing a CR would result in a ‘shutting down’ of the government ‘is an entirely inaccurate description,’ according to the Justice Department.

“Such a lapse in funding would be neither catastrophic nor unprecedented. There have been 17 funding gaps just since 1977, ranging in duration from one to 21 days. Under applicable federal law, operations and services would continue for those essential for ‘the safety of human life or the protection of property’ as well as those programs funded through multiyear or permanent appropriations such as Social Security.

“A 1981 memorandum by David Stockman during the Reagan administration that is still relied on by the OMB laid out the services that continue without interruption during any government ‘shutdown’:

• “National security, including the conduct of foreign relations essential to the national security or the safety of life and property;

• Benefit payments and the performance of contract obligations under no-year or multi-year appropriations or other funds remaining available for those purposes;

• Medical care of inpatients and emergency outpatient care and activities essential for the safe use of food, drugs, and hazardous materials;

• Air-traffic control and other transportation safety functions;

• Border and coastal protection and surveillance;

• Protection of federal lands, buildings, waterways, and other property of the U.S.;

• Care of prisoners and others in federal custody;

• Law enforcement and criminal investigations;

• Emergency and disaster assistance;

• Activities essential to the preservation of the money and banking system of the U.S., including borrowing and tax collection;

• Production of power and maintenance of the power-distribution system; and protection of research property.

“So planes, trains, and automobiles will keep running and TSA will keep patting you down…Social Security and Medicaid benefits will keep going out. The Border Patrol will keep patrolling our borders to prevent illegal crossings…

“The FDA and the Department of Agriculture will continue their safety testing and inspection of food and drugs, and medical care of inpatients and emergency outpatient care will keep right on going.

“The Federal Reserve and the Treasury Department will keep printing and borrowing money and protecting the banking system. Unfortunately, the Internal Revenue Service will continue collecting taxes.

“It is certainly true that ‘nonessential’ federal employees will be furloughed. But so many federal employees are considered ‘essential’ that when President Bill Clinton vetoed a CR in November 1995 in a dispute with Newt Gingrich over a balanced budget and welfare reform, only about 800,000 out of a total of almost 4.5 million federal employees were furloughed.

“In a second funding gap from December 1995 to January 1996, only about 300,000 employees were furloughed. So the vast majority of federal workers will keep right on working.”

Also, as Andrew Stiles reports in NRO,  “even the implementation of Obamacare would proceed apace, provided the president does not unilaterally decide to delay it further. State- and federally run health-care exchanges — at least those whose implementation is going ahead on time — will still open on Tuesday, and other core aspects of the law will continue to receive funding, via mandatory appropriations.”

This “shutdown” won’t even reduce spending.

As Stiles reports, “because so many government operations would continue under a government shutdown, and because Congress has typically voted to reimburse the missed paychecks of furloughed workers, a government shutdown probably wouldn’t cut spending. By some estimates, in fact, the shutdowns of the mid 1990s actually cost the government more than $1 billion.”

Bottom line? Call it idiotic if you like, but don’t call it a shutdown.

There is enough fear and chaos already implied in the word “shutdown” that the last thing we need right now is to pour more oil on the fire.

What we should shut down are the hysterics, especially those coming from U.S. Senators who should know better.

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Sleepy Hollow Recap: For the Triumph of Evil

Sleepy Hollow was doing all right for itself. The second episode didn't give us much more than the info-dump pilot did in terms of narrative advancement but it was just as fast-paced and action oriented, developing the world of onscreen Sleepy Hollow in thoughtful, specific detail. The third episode, however, is incoherent at best and borderline racist at worst, forty two minutes of filler that barely accomplishes its single goal. 

That goal is to convince us that Abbie Mills, after a lifetime of denying that she and her sister saw a demon in the woods when they were teenagers, has not just changed her mind but is willing to admit it in public. Her encounter with the Headless Horseman in the pilot made her credulous, more inclined to believe Ichabod's story than any of her collagues, and while she accepts the existence of the supernatural in general she's still unwilling to admit to its role in her own life. As she explains to Ichabod, she and her sister were foster children; when they were found in the woods after having disappeared for four days, Abbie encouraged her sister to lie about what they'd seen so as not to cause trouble. Jenny wouldn't do it; Abbie wouldn't corroborate her sister's story; Jenny's spent the rest of her life in and out of mental institutions. Abbie feels guilty but not guilty enough to recant.

This changes when a demon called Rokaronti, apparently a Mohawk sleep demon invented for the purposes of the show, starts killing the other people who lied about believing Jenny: her old therapist and the farmer who found the girls in the woods all those years ago. Abbie's next, he tells her. The next time she goes to sleep Rokaranti will come for her.

Then, of course, nothing will do but that Abbie and Ichabod find a Mohawk tribesman who, of course, takes them to a sweat lodge and performs a mystical Indian ceremony so that they can defeat Rokaranti. It's a scene borrowed from the most hackneyed of Westerns. The fact that the tribesman works as a used car salesman and initially laughs off their request does nothing to mitigate the fact that the first and only Native person that Abbie and Ichabod encounter has a sweat lodge and knowledge of these rituals easily accessible. The ceremony itself is equally incoherent– I somehow doubt that the pre-Columbian Native tribes of upstate New York used scorpion venom for much of anything. Abbie goes under, Ichabod insists on going under with her, and together they fight Rokaronti. All Abbie has to do it admit that she saw a demon when she was a teenager. This defeats him. It's a spectacularly unsatisfying moment, especially since she's all but done this to Ichabod already. It's nice to see how devoted Ichabod is to Abbie– he's charming, and Tom Mison is a tall, tall drink of water– but there's no real dramatic tension at work here. The whole episode feels slack and puffy and useless. 

It ends with Abbie going to visit Jenny and discovering that she's escaped. Next week there are human villains and a box full of condemned souls, so that should be interesting– hopefully Sleep Hollow is done idling, and ready to kick itself into a higher gear. 

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Recognize Yom Kippur as official holiday, Israel asks U.N.

Israel asked the United Nations to recognize Yom Kippur as an official U.N. holiday.

Deputy Foreign Minister Ze’ev Elkin and Israel’s ambassador to the U.N., Ron Prosor, met Monday with U.N. Deputy Secretary-General Jan Eliasson to request international recognition for Yom Kippur, Haaretz reported.

With the recognition, U.N. employees would be allowed to take a day off without having to give up a vacation day.

There are 10 U.N. holidays, including the Muslim observances of Eid Al-Fitr, Eid Al-Adha and the birth of the Prophet Muhammad, along with Christmas Day, Palm Sunday, Easter and the Islamic New Year.

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Caredim in church? The wackiest result from the Pew ‘Jewish Americans’ survey

The new Pew Research Center’s new study “A Portrait of Jewish Americans” offers a treasure trove of survey data on American Jewry. It’s a particularly valuable service since the Jewish Federations of North America opted not do a repeat of the decennial National Jewish Population Study to cap “the aughts.”

To be sure, many of the headline findings told us things that knowledgeable observers already knew (high levels of intermarriage, the fecundity of the Orthodox, rising assimilation and disaffiliation, etc.).

Then there are the surprises.

One truly bizarre result is the finding that a not insignificant proportion of Orthodox Jews — including haredim — are attending non-Jewish religious services with some regularity.

According to the survey, a full 16 percent of Orthodox Jews “attend non-Jewish religious services at least a few times a year.” The proportion is identical for Modern Orthodox Jews and what the survey describes as “ultra-Orthodox Jews” — 15 percent for both sub-groups. Shockingly, that’s slightly higher than the proportions of Reform Jews (15 percent) and non-denominational Jews (12%) who report attending non-Jewish religious services with similar frequency. (Are we to assume that sizable numbers of black-hatted haredim are ducking into churches or mosques for some interfaith davening on a semi-regular basis?)

The question that yielded this unusual result was: “And aside from special occasions like weddings and funerals, how often do you attend non-Jewish religious services?” (Perhaps taking into account the possibility of confusion on this question, there was a directive given to those conducting the interviews: “If respondent asks, clarify that we are interested in how often they attend religious services of a religion other than Judaism.”)

Given the traditional Orthodox prohibition on attendance at non-Jewish religious activities, the finding seems wholly implausible. Did large numbers of respondents completely misunderstand the question? Or are significant numbers of people who are not by any stretch of the imagination Orthodox, let alone ultra-Orthodox, identifying themselves as such? (I would guess the former would be the more likely answer.)

The study’s authors felt compelled to include the following explanatory footnote, which still fails to adequately explain the puzzling result: “Attendance at non-Jewish religious services is significantly less common among Orthodox Jews who live in areas with large Orthodox populations than it is among self-identified Orthodox Jews who live in areas of the country with fewer Orthodox Jews. Among Orthodox Jews reached in the high-density Orthodox stratum, 94% say they seldom or never attend non-Jewish religious services.”

Another related finding does seem more intuitive: Far fewer Orthodox Jews report having Christmas trees (4 percent) than their Reform counterparts (30 percent). Still, as one Twitter user noted: “I would really — really — like to meet the 1% of U.S. ultra-Orthodox Jews who reported having a Christmas tree.”

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Resurgent Dodgers aim to cap astonishing season

Twenty-five years after winning their most recent National League (NL) pennant, the resurgent Los Angeles Dodgers have their sights set on World Series glory to cap what has been an astonishing 2013 season.

Underpinned by brilliant pitching, reliable batting depth and important contributions from 'rank-and-file' players, the Dodgers became the first team to reach the playoffs and many believe they now have what it takes to go the distance.

Yet their loyal fans know full well that nothing can be taken for granted, still painfully aware that their beloved team had languished 9-1/2 games out of first place in the NL West on June 22 after starting their campaign amid high expectations.

Despite a $230 million player payroll, the Dodgers initially failed to click and faced further setbacks with injuries to several key players before they finally turned their season around in sensational fashion.

No wonder, then, that basketball great Magic Johnson, who is a member of the group of investors that purchased the club last year, exercised caution after the Dodgers had clinched their division title.

“We only accomplished Goal #1,” former Lakers point guard Johnson tweeted about the Dodgers, who have not won the NL pennant since 1988 when they went on to clinch the World Series for a sixth time.

“Today we have to set our sights on goal #2 defeating whoever our opponent is in the playoffs!”

The biggest trump card for the Dodgers will be their pitching and any opponent will have to overcome the potent one-two of Clayton Kershaw and Zack Greinke, whose earned run averages rank first and seventh in the majors, respectively.

“They're on a roll that baseball hasn't seen in many, many years,” Chicago Cubs manager Dale Sveum said of the Dodgers' mid-season turnaround. “Part of it is, obviously, the offense.

“But when you have Greinke, Kershaw going two out of five days, you're talking about two guys who can win Cy Youngs in any given year or throw a no-hitter on any given day.”

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Left-hander Kershaw leads the majors with his 1.83 earned run average and is a prime contender to win the NL's Cy Young Award for a second time. He previously won the accolade in 2011 as the NL's best pitcher.

These are certainly heady days for the Dodgers who fell into bankruptcy in 2011 as owner Frank McCourt and his wife battled in divorce court before a comeback was sparked when Guggenheim Baseball Management, a group of investors including Johnson, acquired the team in early May last year.

The new owners spent heavily to sign free agents like Greinke, trade for players such as Adrian Gonzales, Josh Beckett and former National League batting champion Hanley Ramirez and add emerging talent in the shape of South Korean star pitcher Ryu Hyun-jin.

Perhaps most significantly, the promotion to the majors of muscular Cuban refugee Yasiel Puig on June 3 gave the Dodgers an electrifying boost as the 22-year-old with the home run swing and rifle arm compiled 44 hits in his first month with the team.

However, Dodgers manager Don Mattingly is quick to bracket the influence of Puig with the June return of Ramirez from the disabled list.

“You can't say Puig without saying Hanley,” Mattingly said. “Puig got a lot of attention. Hanley was the force.”

The one thing which Mattingly cannot control during the postseason is player injury and he has some concerns over Andre Ethier (shin splints), Ramirez (back nerve) and Matt Kemp (already three times on the disabled list).

“It's tough to think you wouldn't play healthy,” said Mattingly. “You don't really want to play short. We're always making plans for different scenarios.”

Reporting by Mark Lamport-Stokes; Editing by Frank Pingue

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