Snorkeling Into Death
We began to descend, the plane broke through the clouds, and the jungle floor appeared. As we banked, glimpses of the unbelievable Caribbean blue through the windows on the other side of the plane. Less than 24 hours later, I would be exploring a new cove of my beloved sanctuary of the sea and the coastal beaches of the Mexican Yucatan.
About one week into my 3 week stay, I was snorkeling over a familiar patch of reef. I was wondering about it getting boring and should I look for something new? Then, I noticed a change in the current and tidal surge. My body was floating on the surface in a different way. My orientation to the shore changed. I was a tiny bit more buoyant, and a bit more still.
Which led me to take on a challenge of true curiosity. Could I be in this spot and wait to see/feel/hear what was new or different? I wasn’t sure, so I waited. I let the water move my body. No fin kicks. And, as I found myself over a center part of the patch reef, I looked below, through an opening created by overlapping ledges – and saw a large dorsal fin. Grey. 10-12’ below me, hanging above the sandy bottom. Then a smaller, second dorsal fin. A nurse shark? An unusually large tail moved slightly. The surge moved me forward. A brief glimpse of the classic flat head and chin barbels. Wow. A nurse shark. No boat required. I floated some more into more shallow water and coral ledges. Blink – a brown-red movement at the edge of my vision. I turned my head, waited. Scoot. Another streak of rusty red. I waited. Then briefly, I saw my first Red Lipped Blenny A cartoon-like character about 3 inches long, with fat red lips and unexpected eye lashes! I’d longed to see one, and here it was.
I continued this “I wonder what I’ll see?” snorkeling. Not looking for something/one, but seeing what showed up. Suddenly, I had an image, imagining swimming out of my physical body. Of fluid movement into the unknown, away from my body. And I was stunned by the idea, the notion – could dying be like this? To slide out of the physical world with curiosity and wonder about what is happening? What comes next? Without force or fear. Gliding forth, “eyes” wide open?
I’ve had a welcome sense of ease and peace since that snorkel trip. I have meditated for 40+ years and am familiar with a state of watching, no doing. Accepting. No thoughts. Perceiving. Could it be that snorkeling meditation and cushion meditation are each truly a practice? A verb? To practice? To practice and prepare for our passage? I can only hope that it’s true.
Sally Shannon, M.A., received a Master of Arts Degree from Lesley University. Her thesis: “Curriculum Development for Loss, Dying and Grief” included an internship at a hospice, as well as studies with Elisabeth Kubler-Ross, Stephen Levine, Raymond Moody, M.D. and other experts in End of Life studies and care. She currently coaches individuals and families in the San Francisco Bay Area about End of Life preparations, especially “Getting Your Affairs in Order Before Your Doctor Tells You To”, and consciously empowered choices for memorial/remembrances, and after-death care choices. She is particularly passionate about the tsunami of cremation, and how to make choices that reflect your values and allow for community grieving. Sally completed the training at Final Passages where she received a certificate as a Family Home Funeral Guide. She is working on her Course III project, “Jews and Cremation”, at the Gamliel Institute, and she encourages everyone to attend the annual Kavod v'Nichum conference – in Boston in 2016 (her home town) – and especially to participate in the presentations and discussions on Home Taharah and Cremation!
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TOPIC RELATED EVENTS (Not sponosored by Kavod v’Nichum):
A Jewish Renewal Shabbaton with Reb Simcha Raphael
From Darkness to Light – Kabbalah and Practical Wisdom for End-of-Life Transitions
Rosh Hodesh Hanukah December 11-13, 2015
Sanctuary Retreat and Renewal Center 19520
Darnestown Road Beallsville, Maryland
Through study and story-telling, prayer, and meditation we shall explore the richness of Midrashic, Hasidic and Kabbalistic teachings dealing with the finality of life, journey of the soul after death and personal and communal responses to grief and to loss.
* Transforming Darkness Into Light: Death, Destiny and the Calling of Our Lives”
* “Do Not Go Gentle Into the Night”: Moses’ Death in Torah and Midrash – Contemporary Reflections”
* Afterlife and Near-Death Experiences in Kabbalah – Practical Wisdom for End-of-Life Transition and Bereavement Care
* End-of-Life Wisdom and Soul-Guiding in Hasidic Deathbed Stories
* Contemplative and Joyous Renewal Davennen’
Full Program with Friday & Saturday night Lodging & 5 meals: $ 270 Early Bird ($300 after Nov 23rd) Commuter – Full Program with meals: $195 Early Bird ($225 after Nov 23rd)
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Reb Simcha Raphael, Ph.D., is Founding Director of the DA’AT INSTITUTE for Death Awareness, Advocacy and Training. Ordained as a Rabbinic Pastor by Rabbi Zalman Schachter-Shalomi, he teaches Jewish Mysticism at Temple University, works as a psychotherapist and spiritual director in Philadelphia, is a Fellow of the Rabbis Without Borders Network and is author of numerous publications including the ground-breaking Jewish Views of the Afterlife. His website is